today wasnt a good day for me i guess... cried probably due to stress and perhaps the other problems coming my way... problems people these days didnt have to face... anyway, thanks to xuli and charmaine who stayed by my side... and of course to elton and alicia tan for TRYING to make me smile again... hehe~ feeling quite bad cos i was like a little raising my voice at elton... =/ sorry!

tomorrow's the first exam paper for mid year... mother tongue, and yet i havent complete projects of other subjects... why cant teachers these days spare a thought for us? this is no longer the kind of environment where we could just mainly concentrate on just one thing (definitely not for me, haiz~) that's still so many remedials going on, feeling so cramped up~ =/

probably listening to music will be a way i can relief stress right now... now that i dont have the voice to sing or the time to dance... boring~ =/

i just hope i wont be reminded about him ever again, especially right now... i gotta concentrate, yet im still hearing about him... he had almost vanished from my life, and i dont know he must be reminded again... =.=

anyway, i hope the new lockers will be much much better so that there will one trouble lesser for students.. haha~

loved; 5:28 PM

didnt school again~ haiz.. only could rot at home and study myself~ =/ moreover, today's the taking of class photos and not forgetting the cca groups... *shakes head*

im so not getting a hang of the china's history! haiz~ better buck up =/

watched fengshui just now... cheated again, it's not scary!!! =.= first, people tell me ju-on's scary, then the eye, and next shutter, now fengshui... wonder how many times im cheated... *dots*

loved; 6:23 PM

tiramisu yesterday was so nice... i cried at the exatly same parts, can you believe it?! o.O!!

im getting used of being alone... =)) no idea whyy, i start loving being alone~ haha, people are telling me im like more quiet =/

hmm.. these days, im dancing every single day! that's good XD havent been talking about him for a long time, and yet i was reminded again~ haiz~ =.=

loved; 7:59 PM

im sick and yet i woke up at 7am today... madness~ so, i continued studying (im becoming a nerd!), got lots of studies to catch up with... missed chemistry remedial today too... haiz~

remember to catch tiramisu at 845pm tomorrow on channel U! that show ishh nice, but have a sad ending~ okayy~ i cried in that show TOO... *shakes head* cant control~ haiz... x)

awww man~ sean and gang came to see me... then when i see corrine and girls, i couldnt control myself (cos' they are in dc too~) i HAVE to dance!! haha, so okayy we did dance, for like 3 hours?! =/ another time of madness.. and oh boy~ im still sick... =.= haha, only dancing and singing can keep me alive~ ^^

loved; 3:33 PM

not in school, AGAIN!! awww... missed so many poa lessons ='( haiz~ and logen lost my notes, i cant even learn at home myself.. darn it~

changed the music in both blogs, disabled left click... so please if anyone wants any song, please tell me, okayy? thanks! ^^ i guess this song is quite unfamiliar to many many many people... but i love it, so my recommendation to you people... =)) xu jie er wrote the lyrics herself and i love the lyrics alot!! and i really mean alot!! hehe... okayy, probably many of you out there are wondering who's xu jie er? if you watched at the dolphin bay (hai tun wan lian ren), she's starring as shen man qing (mandy)... ^^

im perspiring the whole day, no matter if the fan or even the air-con was on... im really really very sick... haiz~ lucky, tomorrow no school... =)

loved; 10:13 AM

attended school, feeling darn sick... had intestine infection, AGAIN... ='( i think im gonna fail my social studies test.. wasnt able to concentrate... =/ haiz~ no idea why, but im really so hardworking today... im like reading my social studies and history textbooks ever since i reached home... haha!

have anyone wonder, if guys go up to a girl and ask for number, what does that say of the guys? are they just desperate or perhaps they are just open about making friends? till now, i havent got my answer... they walked in for a second or two and walked out of my life...

hmm... actually, what does it really mean by "act cute"? to me, people should have many different sides... that way, probably life could be much more interesting... =)) if you're forever facing everything on earth with the same side of you, isnt it so meaningless? =/

loved; 8:12 PM

loved; 6:13 PM

just reached home... had a darn heavy dinner, so full... x) haiz... havent studied for my chemistry test (didnt take the test the other time cos i was sick) hg, you rock big time`! okayy, i think he's too busy recently to see this.. =.= haha...

no idea why, but i realise many people these days had become self-centered... =/ yeahh, they tend to care more about themselves and couldnt be bothered about others, even when the others requested for help... what has this world turn into? =(

i found myself very broke recently... not as in the usual broke but i meant penniless... haiz~ i realised that i had watch movies too often, like about one week once... wanted to reject going, but haiz~

things are getting complicated, im living like my usual self anymore...

loved; 8:12 PM

havent been blogging~ yikes` have been sick recently... haiz~ went to watch the pacifier today... it was quite funny, but a really nice show... =)) cant believe i met jx there, haha~ saw chien hao too... singapore's really a very very small country... ^^

hg, not bad huh? so many people say you're handsome~ hehe, okayy... i hope he sees this x) new look is working... haha!

lianhui and guifeng are two guys from my class that never ever grow up... =/ inconsiderate too~ they talk all the craps in the world and irritates me especially when im sick... im not pissed off for nothing... =.= i cant believe they are called guys... guys out there should feel insulted, haha... =p okayy, let it be a short post... ciao~

loved; 5:54 PM

*yawns* just reached home from malaysia... left in a hurry yesterday after school... =/ reached singapore immigrant and my aunt found out a "stamp" was overdue... haiz~ took soooo many hours to reach seremban... finished a whole novel~ =.= the hotel sucks... got soooo many mosquito bites... =/ okayy, went shopping too ^^ hot wind & tropicana life rawk x) i like hot wind's logo, represented by a ghost i guess... very unique ^^

haiz~ so sad, have to go back to school tomorrow... pathetic~ i better get going... ciao~ =))

loved; 8:53 PM

okayy, so i did went out... but in the end, we girls didnt meet the guys... ehem, i mean troublesome guys... yeahh, that's right... =) i was late by half an hour to meet livia, charmaine and livia... =x stupid bus broke down~ gawdd.. wasted my time sehh.. and the bus took soooo long to come =/

so we ate lunch at delifrance in toa payoh centre, then wanted to meet the guys... but they are sooo dilly dally, and we were soooo pissed off... not enough to have a bitch fit.. haha! x) decided to watch a movie and purposely buy newspaper to check the time slot... =.= okayy, so we headed to junction 8, that's when they confirmed they're not coming to meet us... pathetic~ so we bought tickets to "house of fury" and took neoprints... ^^

the show is soooo niceeee... daniel wu is so suave and stephen fung is so cute! x) hehe... the show is hilarious and the stunts are so cool! awww... but daniel have to act as if he's a martial arts idiot... but believe me, he's so not... stephen fung's okayy with the directing i guess... but wasn't the best =/ but not bad~ ^^ haha! okayy, ending here... haiz~ boring school day tomorrow =/ ciao~

loved; 7:32 PM

happy birthday jerrold! havent blogged for two days... =/ was too tired recently... had been sleeping and sleeping *yawns* supposed to go out today... but till now, they havent even decide on a time to meet... so sick about it~ haiz~ the guys are at a soccer match now... wish them all the best, although i know it's really hard to win... =/

became a little nerdy right now... had been reading novels x) madness~ haha... maybe i shall post in the night, cos now dont have much things to write... ciao~ =))

loved; 10:12 AM

happy birthday mum! today's sports day... a darn boring one... the atmosphere was so weird... little groups of people cheered only... so pathetic~ the dream of sturdee and harwood came true... we defeated hood, the champion of four years in a row... now harwood is the new champion with sturdee the runner up! ^^ im soooo happy for ourselves! harwood rocks! =))

went for lunch with xuli and shixuan after sports meet, then went shopping for presents... haha.. jerrold will soooo "love" the present we got for him~~ =p it's soooo niceee... i bought a wishing pearl, together with, a necklace to put the pearl in, for my mum... ^^ hehe~

well, today's not a very good day... im rather pissed somehow... if you dont feel like turning up for something, please do say so... it's better, instead of wasting everyone's time and money... thank you! oh yeah, if you see the pissed off face of mine, please kindly stay away... i need no repeat of your ugly words, please dont be too deliberate... thank you, once again...

watched the last two episodes of xian jian qi xia zhuan... and i cried!!! a very very very sad ending... most of the main characters died... but i believe they live in his heart... =) they better come up with xian jian qi xia zhuan II, with the same casts... =/ i dont care, im gonna watch it again!!! x) totally no mood to start on feng yun II, i just wanna watch xian jian qi xia zhuan non stop, through my life... =x okayy, this is madness... haha!

hai ku shi lan, shi zhi bu yu, zhen de cun zai ma? tian ya hai jiao, zai wo xin zhong...

loved; 9:28 PM

backk from a lllooonnnggg day... =/syf choir finally's over... met bowen's ndp student leaders, finally! that's the greatest happy thing for today... miss junxian, huishan, weilun.... hehe~ promise must go out again... =)) i miss going to the beach with them~ sing to the waters... haha~

what's the results? it aint important~ haha! =p cant believe yulin, nicholas, gary, hsunhao & chonghua actually went, sat there and listened... o.o!! hehe~ st gabriel's songs are niceeee and they could really sing well... except, during the announcing of results, the way they screamed... total gu niang~ haha!!

went to macdonald for dinner with jolene, charmaine, chonghua & nicholas... livia supposed to go, but suddenly change her mind... haiz~ many people are in their bad mood... even dearest charmaine... bala, ought to be shot... i swear he's gonna get it from me, if i hear one more word of his rubbish ever again... =/

tomorrow's sports day... wonder will it be fun or just plain boring? harwood's got a great great chance to win!! ^^ we shall work hard with sturdee to defeat the old champion, hood... oops~ i dont wanna get killed... =x hehe... ehh, happy birthday to josephine once again! =)) missed him... but so? =/

well, it's been a really long day... i guess i need to get plenty of sleep...so ciao~

loved; 10:45 PM

tomorrow's syf day! nervous~~~ jd's school got silver, too~~ goshh, so many schools with silver... what about ours? the pressure is on... ahhhh~ today, many people dont seem like they're in any good mood.. even jolene and xuli... =/ relax, okayy... everything is sooooo gonna be all right, cos... i say so!!! *winkz* ^^ choir today was just singing and singing and more singing~~ what do you expect, when the most important day for choir is just like 17 hours away!!! =/ but hehe, tomorrow we have early dismissal... yay~ =p

i still decided not to watch xian jian qi xia zhuan today... haiz~ but i really miss the show... ahhhh~ even drew the names in whatever books i have... hehe~ =)) he's still not online... =/ busy? whatever... im too tired of this thing called love, that i cant be bothered to think any further... seeing another couple getting together, i just feel... maybe, this is my so called destiny? =) the world of agony, fits me completely...

loved; 10:22 PM

today's an "okay" day... lessons per normal, found out thursday is sports day... remembered it's also birthday for two persons i know.. =)) raining the whole day, really bored... just singing, singing, in class... hehe~

today's basketball match wasnt that bad... 'c' boys won by a bit and 'b' boys lost by a bit, after all it's a friendly match... =)) at least, the improvement was made ^^ but balestier hill's got a sore loser! kelvin accidentally bumped into a guy, and both of them fell... then this number 7, bright orange jersey guy came and scolded vulgarities... not only that, but he spit on our grounds! how dare him! lekwei almost fought with him, but guess he chickened out~ XP

wanted to rush home to watch my last two episodes of xian jian qi xia zhuan, but was too lazy to on... well, the other reason was, im afraid that's the last of it... after i really finish watching, i will miss the show!!! =/ why didnt add more episodes to the show!! ='( im really very very very sad!! gawdd.... he's not online today at all.. haiz~

loved; 10:04 PM

today was boring.. except me nice nice xian jian qi xia zhuan~~ the show rawks to the core... ^^ let me realise alot alot about life, not to forget love... =)) recommend people out there to watch, but it's not easy to understand though... took me some time to understand the meaning behind it... so pathetic, have to eat cup noodles today... havent ate that for decades, totally bad for health =x hehe..

i gotta go back to dc and practise hard, if not i wont be able to get back to my standard, not to say improve... =/ going rusty already.. haiz~~ tomorrow's a school day again... got a feeling i'll be scolded... yikes~ x) bballers, all the best yeahh?! must win~~~ i got faith in you guys! ^^ better get going... tomorrow will be a long day i guess... li xiao yao & zhao ling er rawk`!

loved; 10:17 PM

just came back from dinner... happy birthday dad!! =)) awww, im darn full right now.. with all the food =/ im gonna gain lots of weight... and maybe even losing my voice, michelle's friend baked a cake that's really sweet and heaty... gawdd, i ate two pieces (tsk, was forced to) haiz~ i prefer andy's ex than this new one, but nevermind... it's not up to me to decide ^^ got not much to say... let it be all over... :)

loved; 9:48 PM

missed school, again... stomach flu since yesterday... dont ask, i didnt see a doctor... yikes~ dying of boredom at home... watched vcds n vcds... haha~ this is weird, why is it that usually only guys will ask how am i doing... the girls are like cant be bothered? hello? where's all my girl friends? =/ haiz~

thanks for the concern people =)) i wish he was there for me... he take all those like a joke, he laughed at it, he cannot be bothered... what more can i expect then? the others are much better, i didnt expect them to be so concerned... but seriously, they are much much better than him... i can conclude, i've fallen for the wrong guy, again...

loved; 7:36 PM